questionable
did my life even happen if i didn't write it down?
there's been so very much going on over the past several months
lots of good things a few sad things new things hard things routine things
but because i've felt so pulled in many directions i haven't been journaling haven't been filling in my appointment book
at least glad i'm blogging again keeping track with facebook just haven't been writing like i excessively do
this is odd and unfamiliar behavior for me makes me feel
detached in a daze out of sync not-quite-able-to-grasp
and it leaves me wondering
did my life even happen if i didn't write it down?
i often reread old journals and notebooks recall what was happening at those moments-in-time
but now nothing but a few scribbles odd to-dos and to-buys how will i ever remember this significant period?

did my life even happen if i didn't write it down?
for me it's questionable
April M Lee · did my life even happen if i didn't write it down?