don't waste another moment
january was a hard month
spent questioning myself, my motives
missing what was what will never be
didn't wanna get out of bed
didn’t wanna take showers
didn’t wanna leave the house
finally admitting that counselors get blue too
the calendar pages flipping into february
my mood staying the same sorry for myself and then rachel died
a bright sunny 13yo who valiantly fought for two years
smiling, brave and strong, throughout her cruel cancer
her amazing family allowing her story to be told i know that depression is complicated
and i know many suffer unendurable pain
but for me, today, something changed
what-the-hell had i been thinking? don't wanna waste another moment ******* come see me in italy (don't waste another moment)
