losing the citrusy scent

i no longer am able to take pleasure in
the citrusy scent of a freshly cut orange,
the perfumed air from a bouquet of roses,
the sweet powdery smell of a baby’s soft skin.

we live our lives through our senses,
and i’ve lost my sense of smell.
when one sense is cut off from us, we can’t help
but experience the world in a different way.

a bit muted perhaps,
less intense for sure.
missing something crucial,
just within our reach.

i either have to rely more heavily
on my remaining senses,
hoping they will heighten and compensate.
or merely surrender to the less-than-robustness i feel.

oranges

sometimes we have full command of all of our senses,
yet we still choose to experience things only halfway.
we shut ourselves off from the wholeness of sensations,
and dull all the glitter that life has to offer.

because of laziness or discontent,
perhaps complacency, or is it fear?
we decide that it’s not worth the effort,
that living an effervescent life isn’t for us.

sometimes we hold deluded assumptions
that guide us into dangerous autopilot.
secure in our beliefs, simply because others have said so.
secure in our beliefs, simply because others share them.

don’t you want to feel truly alive,
exuding strength while blooming and blossoming,
conscious and aware, advancing, firing on all cylinders?

don’t you want to make every possible effort,
to think your own thoughts,
to not only survive, but to flourish as well?

then be sure to IGNITE all of your senses.
to set them on fire and THRIVE.

ignition
 
 
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2 Responses to losing the citrusy scent

  1. April says:

    April, I’m so sorry to hear of this loss. But I’m so appreciative that you turned your personal experience into one that we all can relate to. You’re exactly right…”we still choose to experience things only halfway.
    we shut ourselves off from the wholeness of sensations.” Thank you for shining a light on something we should all be aware of.

  2. Erin says:

    It is easy to lost ourselves into comfort and autopilot, but if we listen to what our heart tells us, we can find that lost scent again, and probably even stronger than before.

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